I know that you are tired.I know that you (sometimes) jump to conclusions and assume that you will never find love but–
You have to have faith.
If you’ve tried to look for it and it hasn’t worked, be patient.
Let it come to you.
Be patient, have faith, and stop searching for love.
Be yourself and one day (perhaps) when you least expect it, that person that you’ve been wishing for all along will profess their love to you. Or that person that has yet to appear in your life will make their entrance.
Don’t fantasize or imagine it–stay busy, socialize, work, hang out, etc.– but stop idealizing the moment of falling in love. This happens, or is supposed to happen, organically.
Let’s go with the flow and love will come to us.